There's a word that I've heard quite frequently throughout my life in various settings:
Revival.
As a kid growing up in church, "Revival" meant that the church was going to have a series of meetings with a guest speaker who was usually louder and more excitable than the Pastor. Banners with the word "Revival" would be hung over the front door, with the hope that it would entice outsiders to come. I was also an EMT for awhile in the 80's, and we were trained in "reviving" patients. Musical groups and musical genres have experienced "revivals." Merriam-Webster defines it as "an act or instance of reviving:the state of being revived: renewed attention to or interest in something."
In the Psalms the psalmist prayed:
"Restore us again, O God of our salvation, and put away your indignation toward us! Will you be angry with us forever? Will you prolong your anger to all generations? Will you not revive us again, that your people may rejoice in you? Show us your steadfast love, O Lord, and grant us your salvation." (Psalms 85:4-7)
What got me thinking about this is that I recently took some time and reviewed many of my old Facebook posts from over the past few years. One thing I noticed is that where I used to make a lot of sometimes feeble attempts at humor or comment on other less-than-serious topics, I'm finding now that I spend much more time quoting Scripture or other Christian writings, or posting Christian songs that (hopefully) bring honor to Christ. I think it reflects a bigger change that is going on inside of me. I honestly don't believe that I'm the same person that I was a year or two ago. I'm finding my daily thoughts practically consumed with the things of God. I find myself constantly praying quietly - and sometimes doing so more loudly than I intend. I'm waking up either singing Christian songs or having new song ideas going through my head. I find myself simultaneously noticing the work of evil in the world, yet completely resting in the knowledge that God still has everything firmly under control.
In other words, I believe that God is answering my prayer to "revive me again."
Do I still sometimes struggle with moodiness? Sadly, yes. Have I lost my sense of humor? Thankfully, no. Have I reached a place where temptation is no longer a problem for me? Absolutely not. What I am saying is that God is doing something incredible in my heart, I know that He's not done, and I want every single thing He has for me. I also know that I'm not alone in this. I'm seeing many people feeling a stirring in their spirit to go "all-in" for Jesus, and I can't tell you how encouraged that makes me feel. We need to realize that there is more - so much more - that God has in store for those who truly seek Him with their whole heart. Many times when God is blessing us we think we're in over our heads, when the truth is we're barely ankle deep. We've yet to scratch the surface of what God truly wants to do in us and through us. As we live in a nation - and a world - that desperately needs a genuine move of the Holy Spirit, I desperately want to be a part of it. My prayer is that God is evident in my life to the point that others can't deny it, and that it would cause them to want it for themselves as well. If that is your prayer as well, join me in praying:
"Lord, will you not revive us again?"